I get really upset when people think I’m trying to hurt lauren by bringing heidi around. Seriously, anyone that truly knows me not from a 30min reality show would know that all i want is to have a mellow time-which means for everyone to get along. I see lauren and heidi and they hug and cry and truly miss and care about each other but there is so much bs and hate towards my brother that lauren doesn’t want to go there sometimes. But seeing them crying on the episode last night how can anyone deny that they dont miss each other. Im sorry but if it wasnt for one of my best friends i wouldn’t be best friends w my bfffff again after a falling out. I know what it feels like to lose the most important person. I’m sorry -i guess i was selfish that night but u know what heidi needed to just hear that lauren missed her and still treasures their old memories. And im so happy that she got to hear that! If i have to take the blame and be a “shit starter”… Well that sucks. But i know that hug was meaningful. I cried watching it tonight and i was there! Ok, ok sorry for the rant. But if Lauren was mean to Heidi to her face i wouldn’t bring heidi places-but lauren is nice to her!!